i stared at somebodies myspace and i was pissed
then i wrote
As I view the new and improved
My stomach quivers because I realize I’m not there
Did I know you
At one point or another?
Because I don’t remember you at all this way.
But I’ll continue to pretend
My heart doesn’t throbbing and aching
Along with my head
Every time his name is mentioned
You see
I don’t let go of things that easily so…
I’m tearing myself apart
And I don’t want your sympathy
I just want you to leave me to my work,
After all,
I didn’t matter at all
Did I?
Tell the truth
See what happens
Think for a moment,
It’s really easy…
You were nothing without him
So now you don’t need me
And you two are so fucking beautiful.
And I will watch
My own burial day by day
As the time slowly passes away
I try to close my eyes,
But you keep it in my mind
His initials in a heart
And my heart feels betrayal
And my heart feels cheated
Deceived
Though you were never mine,
How come the hushed ones
Make it off so easily?
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