Another Letter To my Wife to be

I confess
I love it when your hair’s a mess
So meet me at the altar in that dress
And I admit
I’m addicted to failed relationships
But at least I can commit
Can you handle it?
Seeing me fly off the handle
And enjoy every second of it?
Will you laugh?
When I fall into the bottomless pit
That reads “It’s Worthwhile, I promise”
Will you cry?
When I’m curled up in a ball
Somewhere in a train station
Will you laugh?
When you find out I’m writing my wedding vowels at 14?
Will you raise an eyebrow?
When you find out I’ve lost myself I your self discovering?
Will you squirm?
When we make that eternal blood oath?
Will you be the last?
To feel my touch
And call me darling?
I confess
I love everything that makes us humans imperfect