Friday, June 19, 2009

Accidents and Impotency

"What are we going to do?! Are you going to be a father or not?!" She said as all I could do was blankly stare, head in hands at anything other than her. I couldn't believe that this had happened on this night.

Only minutes ago were we having sex, I paid close attention to her faced, this dazed quivering-lipped looking look. I was on top and she didn't say a word. Not a thing, but she's yelling as soon as it's over.

"The condom's slipped! THE CONDOM HAS FUCKING SLIPPED!!!"

And this is where you guys came in.

But there are several things I should've known about this girl, but didn't, because well- to be honest, I just met her.

In a bar on some street, I saw her dancing and she asked me to take her home. To my home.

Which is why I'm sitting on the edge of the bed right now.

My whole body ached, especially below the waist and I began to grow nauseous.

"You're not listening." She said in a surprisingly calm angry voice. "Why aren't you listening to me."

My world spun a bit. I had only known this girl for one night and I thought of us together. Raising kids. Fuck, even paying taxes with each other.

"Please… just be quiet for a minute." I said, trying to sort things out.

Her eyes almost went evilly black when she said "I have you're number. I'm going to leave and call back when I get the results of the pregnancy test. And If you don't want your baby in your life, that's fine by me." She said tearing up and running out of my apartment, to the elevator.

I analyzed the situation.

What I knew anyway.

What I didn't know is that she smiled as soon as she got outside.

I didn't know that she taught herself how to constrict the muscles in her vagina to slowly pull the condom off, inside of her.

I didn't know at home, she had a pink and a blue room, one for each potential child she wanted to have. She sat next to the cribs every nights and smiled, pretending to tuck them in.

If I would've walked towards the windowsill, I would've seen her talking to her belly, saying "Mommy's going to get you a daddy, baby. Don't worry about it."

She was insane. A predator who did this every night to unsuspecting men like me.

She denies anything wrong with her, after so many attempts and fails at pregnancy

What this girl didn't know was that she was infertile.

1 comment:

I told him, "I'm a monster" said...

Wow, this was fucking insane. I thought the scenerio matched ours in the beginning, but I'm not THAT psycho.