I wrote this shit a long time ago

But I'm impressed
Prayer

In this prayer
I scream
No, this couldn’t be a dream
I’m bleeding
She’s seeing
The ugly side of me

All I can do is laugh
Perhaps
I wasn’t made for the weak
The bleak
My check
Is swollen because
I’m struck
I’m stuck
On this black eye


I learned
From a brutal whore
And at this moment
I focus
On the ugly side of war
I’m poor
Poor me
Living in selfishness
I’m selfless
Or helpless?
On the surface
I’m not worth it?
I’m worthless?
You’re perfect?

Hell no.

Corrupted
I’d rupture
Their rapture
And capture
The eye of the beholder
Probably won’t understand…Maybe when you’re older